I hear ya - added: Wed, Nov 26 03:37 PM
I feel you man. It is hard to talk to family and friends because they don't hear you, they just listen because they think that that's all you need is someone to vent to. I found the biggest thing that has helped me is to talk to someone that will interject and open dialouge. I held a dead 9 year old in my hands who had just drowned. Half way through the call I realized that we were just working her to ease the family and provide them with closure. It was a tough one. A well seasoned medic approached me after the call with 3 straws and said draw one. Long story short they were all short straws and the lesson was that sometimes man, you get the short straw no matter what you do, did, or could have done. But if you need someone to actullay listen to ya, hit me up. Oh and by the way thank you for serving our wonderful country.