But there are days that seem like years with my husband out of town for so long. 

I love tools and they have helped so much that I can't tell you. 

I have a strong belief in God that is unshakable. 

My family and church are a very strong support system.

When I pray God hears me and I know He is there and He answers my prayers and that he is with Kyle.

Yet when all is said and done I am human and miss being with my husband. I miss talking with him and spending time with him. 

Every time the door opens I think it is going to be him. I miss every thing about him. Some days are not so bad but today is a very rough day. I love him so much and can't wait for him to come home. 

Yet it is out of our hands. I try to stay busy and try to stay up for his parents but at the same time my heart, the heart of a wife is breaking inside longing for her soul mate. 

We never knew the morning that he kissed me goodbye that morning to go to work that we wouldn't see each other again for years to come. I can't go into it but things change in life in a moments notice including jobs. 

If it had not been for God, My Family, My Church Family and for Tools I don't know what I would have done. But today is just a hard one for me. Our anniversary is the 14th of April oh how I pray he was here. 

Thanks for listening.