slacking... - added: Sun, Feb 22 11:15 PM
So here I am, after a couple of weeks i think it's been, and I was thinking about my Tools and how I haven't been doing them. Today was the day on quiting smoking, I almost didn't read it except that it told me to whether or not I smoked, so I read it - and I am soooo glad I did. I lie to myself constantly and let myself get away with things I know better than to do, just becuase it's easier this way than to be lonely and depressed all the damn time. So, I am glad I logged in today. Do I feel better since I've started Tools? I'd say yes, it's made me be aware of myself and catch myself doing things. And honestly, I need to be reminded. So, I hope everyone is doing well. And another little truth is that I think maybe I"m afaid of ending it, like I'm afaid I'll be left wondering, what now? and will be left without an answer....