JEDITEECH at Tue, Aug 11 10:10 PM:

 CLIMB

Still Fallen from all my Fallings

Ill Spoken & Broken from my Breakings

Deaf to my Future Callings

Crawling under the weight of my mistakings

Though Thoroughly even as I've Knowings

Go Reaping & Keeping all my  Sowings

Fertile soil harvesting weeds

My Garden planted with dark seeds

I was there in my own Abyss

Pretending & Defending my unhappy Ending

Pain Amplified my Holes Inside

Descending & Unmending deep into the Void

So a Sole Soul Fell out of control....

Then Thought was Wrought to Brilliant Illumination

Now & How I avow to ascend from this Situation

By will I Instill my Intent and ambition

To righly write my life, dreams to Fruition

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When I first started really Tooling: I was physically broke from a fall(Both heals!); I was emotionally & spiritually broke from a fall (amazing girl!)+(lack of direction) and financially broke due to a fall (ECONOMY)! LOL

All of these things were part of perhaps ill prepared or too fast of a climb.Tools has really helped and I can accept and even see the greater benefit from all these things! This was what I wanted actually. To take the most perfect feelings from all those situations and be able to access them at will without all the negatives that normally would come with them.

 I AM CLIMBING NOW!!!

I am ammending and bending life to my vision!!

Toolers Keep climbing, we all fall don't let it stall your climb for long. AS a community we can take up the slack(be on BELAY) for each other!!!!