Gardening Tools

 

Good morning, Fellow Boxers in the Tool Shed:

 

AS I ventured through the tool shed, and learned tools, I didn't realize until I actually completed tools just how much I'd learned. And, me being me, it took some time to use the hammer to pound the lessons in. The tools that I retained, I've decided, are gardening tools. It wasn't a hammer at all - I have a trowel....

 

Every day, the seeds of what I could do with my life were planted. They sprouted, some didn't. It doesn't mean that the seeds weren't there, just dormant.  Some grew into beautiful flowers, some have just grown, and others are starting to take root.

 

The forgiveness plant is developing nicely, and tended to daily. That resentment weed is a tough one to pull, but I've almost got all the roots gone which is better, in my mind, than not having any roots gone. The self-love plant that was at one time rather withered has been nurtured and actually has a nice bloom on it. The "I deserve money" plant is a freekin TREE now! Wow. And, most important, the little tiny sprout of "I deserve a loving partner" is taking root and starting to grow daily- it's a vine that is wrapping itself around my brain in a very loving way.

 

Just because you may not "get" what tools is on a particular day, please know that seeds are planted...when it's time for them to grow, they will.  Keep watering them, writing out your affirmations, and doing your daily trek through the tool box.

 

I have a plan. It's unfolding not by MY doing anything! I haven't fretted about what may happen next, because I'm allowing it to happen. It's exciting. Much like reading a book and looking forward to each new page (day) and each new chapter (week).

 

I write my affirmations daily and believe them - and this is how you keep your garden watered. It's such a joy to get ME back - but even more joyful is that it's a BETTER me that is back!

 

Cheers for a fabulous day!

~j~ Jane