Good luck with your quest. This is a good place to start. I just celebrated 3 years being clean and sober. I use other programs for my addiction issues and see a counselor on a regular basis. Decide now to take 100% resonsibility for your life and you will grow!
I was a great poker player, making 6 figures a year. Than the US goverment banned online poker one year ago. I've gotten myself mixed up and drugs and have lost my passion for poker. I've lost my desire for a lot of things. I'm starting to turn my life around and feel like this would be a good place to start.
Professional Poker player. Was driven to succeed and am now embarrassed I live in a country that has banned my livelihood. I grew up loving sports and turned to substance abuse after graduating college and missing the rush and adrenaline of sports. I've had one true love, but that was 6 years ago. Since than I have never let anyone to close and dated women for a month or two here and their before cutting off contact. I'm not very close with my family and felt lost when my dog of 18 years died in my arms. I felt closest to him. I had an unhappy childhood and have been able to block out most of those memories. I look very normal and in control from the outside and feel as though I'm an excellent actor at making everyone think I'm ok, but on the inside I am a mess. Too much anxiety, depression and overall dislike of myself.
I'd like to figure out what I want to do post poker career. I'd like to get into a meaningful relationship with a gf. I'd like to lose the anxiety and all of the physical symptoms that come with it. I'd like to feel successful and proud of who I am, instead of disgusted. I want to travel freely, and enjoy life without needing a pill to feel joy.
I need to recreate who I am. The current version of myself has too many flaws, that I hope to fix.
You are offered your dream job. What job is it?:
I'm not sure, I've always thought of work as terrible. I guess a famous actor
My favorite wild animal is:
Why (describe as much as possible):
They are always surrounded by friends and family. They do everything together and use their intelligence to and pack size to hunt and outsmart their prey. They are never lonely and they know they are a part of something.
My favorite domestic animal is (if you choose dog be specific with breed etc):
Collie: Extremely athletic and not too small or big
Extremely athletic and not too small or big
A famous Chef will prepare anything you want. What do you order:
I order surf and turf
Their is nothing better than a good red steak and seafood
Five people either dead or alive you would have at your fantasy dinner party::
Steve Jobs, Heath Ledger, Hitler, Hemmingway, Jim Henson
I am fascinated by Steve jobs as a person. I'd ask Heath Ledger about his final days and his regrets. I'd ask Hitler why he became so evil. Hemminway would ask everyone great questions and be fun to drink with and Jim Henson was such a brilliant creative mind I'd ask him about what other ideas he had.
If a pilot would fly you anywhere you want, you would go to:
My perfect slice of pizza is:
You are at a bar. You order this drink:
You are at a coffee shop. What coffee or tea do you order:
If a genie could grant you three wishes they would be (separate by commas):
1. Never Aging or getting sick 2. Infinite wealth 3. Time Travel
You are going on a long road trip and you can only bring three CD's. Which ones do you bring
(separate by commas):
CD's are obsolete
If I could do anything for my neighborhood today, it would be:
Bring younger people to it
A sunset I remember:
A month ago when I got off drugs and starting feeling and was overcome with emotion and the beauty of it.
Any character I could be from a movie, TV show or book would be:
Don Draper or Harry Potter
Don Draper is the perfect alpha male and harry potter lives in an incredible world