My story right now is that I'm married and have 2 beautiful girls ages 3 and 11. I work at Cessna Aircraft Co. doing sheetmetal work on various aircraft at the moment. I love sports, (especially college football and basketball) and I love playing softball and basketball. I put our Cessna softball team together and we do very well. We usually end up winning the league or finishing 2nd. I also play volleyball at our church and I open the gym at the church to play basketball. My 11 yr old daughter dances competatively. She has been dancing since she was 3. I love to watch her, she has gotten to be very good. Every year that she has nationals we make a family vacation out of it. She has had nationals at Disney, Ocean City MD., Las Vegas, and Branson. My 3 yr old has battled a sickness for about 2 and 1/2 yrs now. We finally after so many misdiagnoses we took her to the Mayo clinic in Minnesota. We finally got some answers but still having issues.

My past hasn't been a very good one. I grew up with an alchoholic and abusive father. I was a bad kid and probably deserved alot of the abuse, but it still affects me today. I started drinking too much and finally on January 7th, I quit drinking. Then on january 13th, I gave my life to christ. But I have been dealing with high anxiety. My temper gets out of control, and my chest gets tight, and I have shortness of breath. I listen to the Jason Ellis show on sirius satelite radio, and he was talking about tools to life and that he deals with some of the things I do. So that is why I'm hear, I have talked to my pastor about some things but there are things that I don't agree with in the church. I get upset about some of the things and my wife doesn't understand it. So hopefully I can get something out of this.

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