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Birth Date: Wed, Dec 31 1969

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Forty Fort Pennsylvainia, United States (map)

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1. I want to get fit...I mean really fit, I have a nice frame but I want to actually go to the gym and stop eating ice cream at night
2. I want to stop smoking...At least I know I should quit...I want to have enough desire to quit that I can well QUIT
3. We want to move to Florida, Daytona Beach to be exact...By Janurary 1st
4. I want to take the kids on a real vacation. Not just to my "in-laws" but somewhere way cool.
5. I want to take cooking classes.
6. I want to learn to work with my son better
7. I want to learn to be more serious...
8. I want to go away with Kelly...
9. I want to go to Istanbul. I want to see modern history in its today life. I want to see the courts where they chose our holidays and where the crusaders came through
10. I want to write a book

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Day 4 and still Chugging...

 

 

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  Alekia

Fri, Aug 29 01:48 PM

Day 4 and still Chugging...

 

I would love to say that this has been a breeze but I have to admit that it has been anything but.  Although most of the teaching are basic common sense and I understand the teachings the execution leaves something to be desired.

I'm still moving along though.  One day, one alarm ring and one smile at a time.  Getting up is still a challenge for me.  I have to wonder if it will always be.  My brain says yes of course it will get easier, just stay with it and keep working.  But my doubtful self wonders. 

This is the time that I need to try and shut my brain up and just keep doing the things I need.  Again another difficult task.  I wonder if everyone has the same doubts that I have.  I wonder if waking up proved as difficult for anyone else.  I wonder if anyone else has trouble with the training.  I am sure they have but sometimes it feels that I am all alone and the struggle is going to take me down.

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The best is yet to come...

I think I know what you mean about the lessons. When I did some of the lessons it was like my mind was saying ...ya ya ya, bla bla bla (or is it blah) you get what I mean.  I did them anyway and moved on to the next lesson. Then some of them hit me hard. Right where I needed them. Please keep going, I know you will get more out of this as you go along.