And Then You Hit the Wall

Wow, I am not sure if I should feel bad about taking time off or good that I got back in the saddle?  The thing is my work schedule went from practically nonexsistant to unstoppable.  Although this is only a temporary it really through a wrench in my life. 

My husband and I argued which if you knew us, is a miricle itself.  My kids have been acting up as mom is not in the roost so they think it's time to party and my stress level has hit an all time high. 

Although I have not been on in quite some time I was surprise by how much I missed my daily readings and thoughts.   I missed the lessons and I thought daily that I needed to make the time.  This may not seem like a big deal but for me it was huge.  You see I am the set it and forget it person.  I get absorbed in something and then if my life moves beyond it, I will usually forget it.  Only to remember it in some obscure time and only for a passing moment. 

It wasn't this way though.  I continually though about Tools and my actions and how my actions were either complimenting my Tools education, or unfortunately at times how it was against my Tools education.

Logging on today felt like coming home.  Like a part that has been missing since the rise in work hours in stress has come back.  I haven't even done anything yet.  Returned a note.  Read an inspiration and wrote this blog yet I am at peace.  I feel like all the answers are here, even if I don't know them all yet.  This striking revelation comes with joy, because it is a wonderful feeling to go from a doubter to a supporter.  Even if it took a little stress to get there.  I hope that everyone can have this feeling and find their way through the maze and onto peace.

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