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Milverton Ontario, Canada (map)

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Member Since: 07/25/07
Last Login: 09/07/10
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Allzen's Life List:
Show my kids the power of being independent and resourceful and committed; an all round good example.
Obtain self-efficacy/self-reliance: what better gift to give loved ones than a person who can stand on their own two feet and can love themselves.
Financial security: to have money saved and have money working for me so that I can have freedom to do what I want and give as I want.
Obtain and maintain healthy weight of 140 pounds.
Write professionally.
Own a bed and breakfast in a scenic serene location and have it successfully visited by interesting clients from all over the world.
Eat healthy meals and maintain healthy eating habits.
Exercise is a positive daily routine in my life that I look forward to every day.
Play the guitar.
Build a life together with a wonderful man who happens to be my soul mate.
Travel to Portugal or Greece.
Go on Alaskan Cruise.
Accept myself for who I am.
Have a house with lots of stone, wood, rod iron, ceramic tile and windows that is environmentally friendly and self efficient.
Go horse back riding.
Write a book.
Write a play and have it performed.
Have my life and house filled with the laughter and presence of even more family and friends.
Grow luscious colorful fragrant perennial gardens.
Grow an extensive herb garden.
Grow my own fruit and make my own wine.
Own a goat.
Grow an extensive vegetable garden.
Get a part on film.
Join a book club again.
Get a trail bike.
Have a house by water.
Remain living in a small close community.
Continue to keep moving forward as I have been with the ability to recognize and appreciate my own successes.
New roof on house this summer.
Insulate and new furnace by fall.
House on market by spring of 2010

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Enough with The Pity Party!!!

 

 

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  Allzen

Tue, Oct 27 06:45 AM

Enough with The Pity Party!!!

 

Man it's about time that I get over myself!!!!  Oh, no, can't be happy over the fact that I have a new roof on my house which I worked myself silly for.  Can't be proud with the fact that I am rocking at work and impressing the higher powers.  Can't totally believe the love and devotion that a wonderful man is showing me even after yet another romantic weekend filled with Italian food, wine, amazing closeness and his desire to take us to another level. Can't believe I am likable...I have great friends wanting to do stuff with me and I find myself still detached.

     Here I sit with all these blessings that have come about from following the principles of Tools, from "Turning it on", from being open and hardworking and honest and yet I feel like I am looking at someone else's life...ya, like this stuff really happens to someone like me. What the heck is my problem?  Why am I hanging on to the sad poor me bit even now when I have come so far? Why the hell am I afraid of being successful?

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Good questions to ask......

Change does some strange and wonderful things.....and can make us uncomfortable.  This to, shall pass.

 

It's ok to let good things happen. You deserve good things too...right?

 

Great post!