I did not think writing your own story would be so difficult but were gonna give it the ol college try. My story feels very unfinished. Just barely started really. I am 28 years old and I am starting to feel a lot of pressure to do something great with my life. My issue is  the pressure comes from me and the great things I am supposed to do keep on changing. I move around a lot from province to province in search of the next big thing but the problem is your never settled. I have met a lot of great people on my journey but this inner uncertainty of everything makes it difficult to be real close to anyone. I even feel like an outcast to my own family but I know that there are soo many people that care a great deal about me. I am a big fan of the Jason Ellis show, Its like his show speaks to my life. A lot of what is talked about in those four hours relates either directly or indirectly to me. I heard him speak about tools to life and how the program helps him face his demons and I was inspired to do the same. Also hoping to meet some new people that can relate to how i feel. Its like they say if you want to be the best you surround yourself with the best. I am trying to fill my life with positive influences right now and it sounds like tools is a great place to start. RED DRAGONS to everyone out there trying to become their best!   

My past is a checkered one. I have had some successes and defeats. I have battled with anxiety and depression, addictions, abusive relationships and as a result have some self esteem issues. But that is the past and they have served as learning experiences and reminders that there are far better days to come.

I cant really speculate on my future. I am hoping  tools to life will help me regain control of my life and give me the strength to power through any issue  i have to face. 'My World" Domination!

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