Well this is my first story..
My story begins with that I was a person with no recognition of herself..I was a person with no acheivement, no personalty always was purswaited to do things and think the way others felt fit.. was not a human bieng..
about a month ago I was surfing the net and came across this web site that caught me attention cause for a while been wanting to be who i want to be and think for myself to not depnd on anyone..
As a child with disabilities my parents were too overbearing and overprotective of me..did not let me live..then I met my husband he helped out a little but still I was depended on him..but because i felt comfortable then I grew tired adn wanted at 42 to spread my wings,...He helped me but still was scared I wanted to overcome that feeling..then I saw TOOLS it has opened doors and was able to learn and do things at my pace nobody was hurrying me..found out that I am a strong person,that I can make decisions and so waht if people criticise me so long as I feel good with the diecision i make..I have learned to have more confidence in me...to beleive in myself..to say waht is on my mind without being scared of the outcome..people will still like me and the ones that don't its thier lost..I have learned to be organize for without it my life is a mess..I have learned that nobody is better then me and believing it from the heart..
so what if I have disabilities I do not want to feel sorry for myself cuase it ..now a days I have learned to embrase it ..it has made me work harder to not feel or be treated different..I am just like any normal person ..I to have dreams of having a good job, a husband and two boys..thank god I have that and thru Tools I am learning to maintain them if not it can fall to peices..
So I have success so far and plan to have more in the near future.. I value the time life gives us ..I value my family for they give me a balance in life I never knew..they have showed me to smile laugh and have fun..
I value my job for I enjoy it..I am the lunch lady for 1000 kids...
I am eternally grateful to the Coach who everyday I look forward to hear what he has to say..I also am grateful to this community for they too have helped me out without a criticise..I could say that I am home away from home.. to all that are reading this love you all for taking the time to read this girl with disablities spread her wings and fly freely like an angel.....
Barbie
