Big.B's Blog

Birth Date: Fri, Sep 03 1971

Place of residence:
Fullerton California, United States (map)

I am: Married

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Tools Program Stats:
Member Since: 11/11/08
Last Login: 12/09/10
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Program Progress: Day 3

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Music:

Metallica, Sublime, Stemm, Bob Marley, AC/DC, Pantera, most any rock&roll, some country, some hip hop(I use it for boxing, for rhythm), I like most kinds of music, I'm pretty open minded about it. I don't do Emo, screamo, death metal or opera

Books:

I've just started reading more in the last couple of weeks. The book I'm reading is titled"What to say when you talk to yourself".

Favorite Places:

Home, the gym, in the mountains

I Want To See:

The Amazon, Ireland, New York, Australia, Yosemite, The Carribean, Washington DC

Hobbies:

I dont think I have any hobbies, really. Fighting & Training (MMA, Boxing, Muay Thai, Jiu Jitsu)& weightlifting is pretty much it. (but thats a sport right?)

Activities:

I guess this would be working out, riding my motorcycle, hangin with my family.

Sports:

Fighting, Weightlifting,

Movies:

TV:

Dont watch much TV if I can help it, mostly fights, movies, & Discovery Channel.

Heroes:

My son Nik is my hero, he's as real as a person can get, no matter what anyone thinks, and he's a RAD dude too. I admire so much about him.

I Want To Meet:

Randy Cotoure, Metallica, DimeBag, Jason Ellis,

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Areas In My Life I Want To Work On

I Suffer From

- Depression
- Low self-esteem

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Big.B's Life List:

To own a home

Dental overhaul!

Take a vacation to the mountains with my wife and 2 boys.

To fly a helicopter

To ride (my motorcycle) cross country, & take plenty of time to do/enjoy it

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Just writing

I'm just writing right now cuz things aren't so good in a BIG part of my life, but I've gotta stay positive & hope that things will get better. I think I do ok, not great, but ok at staying positive (most of the time). But I am back here & writing, so that is a big good thing rig»

I'm back!

Well here I go again, I let Tools fall & stopped working it almost completely. So I'm starting back on day 1. It was working before so I KNOW it will work now, as long as I work "it", "it" will work for me. Thank you, to any & all of you that have helped me in th»

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Monday morning!

(SHIT I just lost everything I just wrote!) A real rough morning it was! I kinda went off a little this morning. I was wrong in The things I did & most of the things I said, My wife was able to get me "straighter", however it came across. I'm dealing with some control issues. I've got alot of work »

Back on it!

Wow is it easy to let lifes bullshit get in the way of progress here on tools. The cool part is that it gets a little bit easier to get back to it, the further along you get. IDK just what it was, but I got off track for a bit, at least I didn't go backwards. It feels pretty good to identify thi»

Scared

I am horrified for my son, For some reason I see him damn near about to make some of the worst decisions of his life. I don't know if its because I've made some of these same decisions (and been royally fucked in life with many incredible yet unnecessary hardships) or if it's because I c»

Just a minute

Only have a minute but I wanted to just throw something on here. I don't think I've been active enough in my "tools to life", so I am changing a couple of things in my day to put a little more emphasis on the stuff I have to do for me. Thanx for listening»

Better

Today was a much better day. Yesterday ended better than it started too. I really don't like feeling like that, I used to like the feeling of rage. I know it's weird but I did. Not anymore tho. I want to really thank all of you guys that helped me out, it was really cool & it »

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