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Member Since: 11/11/08
Last Login: 12/09/10
Viewed: 11892
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Program Progress: Day 3
Member Since: 11/11/08
Last Login: 12/09/10
Viewed: 11892
Program in:
Program Progress: Day 3
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Music:
Metallica, Sublime, Stemm, Bob Marley, AC/DC, Pantera, most any rock&roll, some country, some hip hop(I use it for boxing, for rhythm), I like most kinds of music, I'm pretty open minded about it. I don't do Emo, screamo, death metal or opera
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Hobbies:
I dont think I have any hobbies, really.
Fighting & Training (MMA, Boxing, Muay Thai, Jiu Jitsu)& weightlifting is pretty much it. (but thats a sport right?)
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Heroes:
My son Nik is my hero, he's as real as a person can get, no matter what anyone thinks, and he's a RAD dude too. I admire so much about him.
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Big.B's Life List:
| To own a home |
| Dental overhaul! |
| Take a vacation to the mountains with my wife and 2 boys. |
| To fly a helicopter |
| To ride (my motorcycle) cross country, & take plenty of time to do/enjoy it |
comments
says:
Welcome back. i've been gone a long time, too. But now I have some time to finish what has been an interesting journey of self-realization. I still have "issues", as they say, but I do feel like I know how to better control my re-actions and take charge of my life more pro-actively. I am not turning frustration into dramatic melodramas anymore.
I know how difficult it is when a marriage starts to unravel. I think we are all here because we wish we could have better relationships with our partners and that our lives would be blissful and fulfilling forever. But, as you well know through Tools, stop wishing and accumulate small active steps towards a more positive outcome. I am so sorry you are feeling so despondent, but I am glad you are aware of the responsiblility you know you have to take if you want change to occur. Keep the community informed and I know you will get the support you need to stop spinning and get on a more direct course of action. It's ok. You can do it.