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Mon, Jan 07 12:00 AM

2 Weeks! Blasting Through the Ghosts

  Once more, today, I woke from nightmares. My Dad berates me in my dreams whenever I accomplish something.I long ago realized that these events are an indication that I am doing the right thing. Problem is, that realization is mental and my reaction to him is pure gut. As a child, the boogyman »

 
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Sat, Jan 19 12:00 AM

Ready, Set, . . .Ready . . .

 I was so excited about using a todo list again. I chose just a few, very important tasks at work. The idea was to build some accomplishment and good habits. Arrgh! The very first task was to set up a development environment for one of our main products. Turns out, no one here has ever done»

 
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Mon, Jan 21 12:00 AM

Dark Day

 For some reason, yesterday was an extremely bad one.I was without a trace of joy. It seemed like the things on my grateful list were either not real, or the very things I was depressed about. I somehow looked at the facts that buoy me up and was depressed by them!I don't know what else to do but»

 
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Sun, Feb 10 12:00 AM

Oops. S'ok. Here we go again . . .

 Last night I stayed up late.  That may not seem like much of a problem, but it is a big deal to me. Here's why: When I stay up late, I am sleepy the next morning. When I am sleepy the next morning, that lil voice inside that knows better is softer, and the inclination to put things off»