I am a good hearted person. I dabble in a lot of different self help things. I suffer from anxiety and low self esteem. I am a genuine person that can be trusted with anything. I don't have many friends because I don't trust many people and I can't stand drama or people that gossip and lie. I'm very down to earth, but I love to goof off and act silly sometimes. I like to write, mostly poetry. I am an intelligent person. I also love to have fun, but not with a bunch other people, maybe just a small group. (social anxiety?) I like to do things outdoors, like camping. I also like to do things indoors. I have a wide variety of interests.I am trying to be a good mother to my son and a good girlfriend to my boyfriend.
My past is something I am not proud of. My relationships have always been a failure which caused me to have low self esteem. My family has been disfunctional my entire life. I suffer from severe anxiety from all the things I've dealt with. I'm really just ready to leave all those bad memories in the past and start working for a better future.
I want my relationship with my boyfriend to last. I want to get a good job, and be able to support me and my son. I want to feel good about myself, I want to be a better person? I want to be a good mother and a good wife someday. I want to feel beautiful and be respected. I want to get control of my anxiety and be able to relax and breath again. I am ready to move forward and really start changing the things I need to.
The most beautiful animals on earth come from the sea. They have just amazing colors, interesting lifestyles, some of them can even glow in the dark. They are breath taking to look at. Some seem to be more caring and loving than most humans. Some are unbelievable sizes big and small. Some can make beautiful noises that could awe you. Some you feel like you could see their souls by looking into thier eyes. They are magical. There is a certain peace and serenity you can find with those animals.
My favorite domestic animal is (if you choose dog be specific with breed etc):
It would probably be a hamster or a cat.
I like cats because them are clean, warm, loving animals that can purr for you and even bring you gifts. Hamsters and just tiny and cute and live in awesome homes with muti colored tubes and swirls. :)
A famous Chef will prepare anything you want. What do you order:
Something Italian maybe with some kind of pasta and cheese.
I love cheese, pasta, and red sauces.
Five people either dead or alive you would have at your fantasy dinner party::
Willy Wonka, Bella and Edward Cullen ;), Edward Scissorhands, and captain Jack Sparrow. (I like Johnny Depp)
It would just be fun to be around Willy Wonka and Captian Jack, it would very interesting to talk to Edward Scissorhands, and it would be inspiring just to be in the same room as Bella and Edward.
If a pilot would fly you anywhere you want, you would go to:
Bermuda Triangle, only if I could just check it out and leave though. I don't want to get stuck there.
My perfect slice of pizza is:
Medium Crust, Soft but not to soft, good amount of sauce, a little spicy, lots and lots of cheese everywhere, practically running off the sides. Absolutely cheese stuffed crust. Maybe some mushrooms, sasuage, green peppers and mild pepper rings, don't forget the pepperoni, but that's a given. ;)
You are at a bar. You order this drink:
I don't drink alcohol, So it would be an iced tea with a lemon wedge. :)
You are at a coffee shop. What coffee or tea do you order:
Some sort of latte or mocha, maybe just a plain coffee. I dont know. I just love that kind of stuff.
If a genie could grant you three wishes they would be (separate by commas):
Wish one, For my son,my boyfriend, and I to be a very close happy family whose always stays together happily,
Wish two,some kind of wealth, as long as no one had to lose anything for me to get it,Wish Three, for the world to stop acting so crazy and awful toward humanity and get back to the basics of the things that really matter in life.
You are going on a long road trip and you can only bring three CD's. Which ones do you bring
(separate by commas):
Just three mixed cd's of my favorite songs
If I could do anything for my neighborhood today, it would be:
Put a better, safer, park for the kids to play.
A sunset I remember:
The first time I went to the beach, watching the sun set over the ocean.
Any character I could be from a movie, TV show or book would be:
Bella, from Twilight.
Just to have an eternal, unconditonal, immortal love.