im back=]

So im back at it. after my last blog posted back in April i haven't logged on. i could tell u about a million and one excuses for my lack of commitment to myself and tools. but i dont have any excuse.

since april and the fight with my father, i havent spoken to him or my mother. and i feel as tho a heavyweight has been lifted off my shoulders. its wonderful and sad all at the same time. im not going to lie it has been hard and even heart breaking at times. it hurts to know that they dont even care. bc i still do in the slightest. but i have to move on with life bc even if im standing still the world will not wait on me.

life since april::

I've had a job interview with a bank here in town and i have high hopes to get it but still no promises yet.

my sister will be having my nephew in about 14 more days now, so this is the time to start preparing for the trip to the hospital. i cannot wait to be an aunt.

bachelor and bachelorette party.

wedding plans are about done. finally things are starting to pull together. the only things left to do is get our marriage license and rings. and we have 34 days left until the big day. im both so excited and so nervous for that day to come. i feel it will be filled with both happiness and sadness. as we begin our new lives together and leave the old lives behind.

last weekend i actually took on our lawn and completely relandscaped it. it looks amazing and i felt so accomplished.

we got a new kitten named little lewie. he came home this past friday and is 7 wks old. him and our cat dargo are finding it rough to adjust to each other. so they have kept me on my toes.

other than that things are great and still the same.

on to day 31 finally=]

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