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Birth Date: Thu, Jun 19 1947

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Grand Rapids MI, United States (map)

I am: Married

Schools: Oakdale Christian, Grand Rapids Christian High, Grand Valley State University

Jobs: Medical Social Worker, Professor of Human Services at University of Phoenix; (retired)


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Sat, Apr 26 09:55 AM

I Don't Know If I Can Do This!

 My son, Sean, committed suicide in a state mental hospital fifteen years ago last month, a victim of severe Schizophenia. Do I have your attention?  I am really struggling with all of this positive mental thinking stuff, not because I don't do it ( if I didn't, I sure wouldn't be he»

 
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Mon, May 05 04:53 PM

Relapse

 I'm feeling really dizzy, can't remember what I am thinking in the middle of a sentence.  My stomach hurts, and everything following that as far as the digestive tract... I feel so tired I just don't want to leave the bed.  I can't read for double vision.  I was thinki»

 
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Mon, May 12 06:15 PM

A Short Post Script

 Jonathan is teaching a class tonight.  He was home all day, and he is worried beyond all reason about paying our mortgage, let alone all the other bills.  He says he feels like this house is an albatross around his neck, and that he is worth more dead than alive.All I could do was jus»

 
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Fri, May 23 02:16 PM

Problems, problems,

 Well, my mesh melt experiment was a disaster.  I had done two previously successful melts that were beautiful, but I guess I tried to use the same mesh one too many times.   Anyway, I have 7 pounds of shattered glass with embedded mesh and kiln brick on the floor of my studio.&nb»