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Birth Date: Tue, Nov 25

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philadelphia pa, United States (map)

I am: In Relationship

Schools: Everest University

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To never stop learning. To be open to all ideas and differences in the world. To lessen my preconcieved notions of what's right and see what works for us all.
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Mon, Aug 03 10:48 PM

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My boyfriend found a job. I have been chanting and it has seem to be working. I am still having problems with my oldest. I do wish things were different. I guess I wished that for my self too. I feel like I can hardly deal with any more pressure then something ignites inside of me and I end up signing on to Tools and getting inspiration to Blog and invite friends. I feel alive again. You know life is tough but I am survivor.

 

My landlord is doing minimal work in my house that I rent. I am looking to better myself then when established this story with the crummy landlord will be a learning tool and a stepping stone.

 

I do not know if I will remain with my current boyfriend of seven years but I am open to what life has to offer. I do not want to be so angry that I miss the world. I find myself frowning and never smiling. I find that I am often gloomy even when around my happy children. I have also decide to make a real commitment to exercising and taking my daily regime of vitamins. i must love my self first and foremost before my kids can do the same.

 

I am grateful for my parents but I do know everyone makes mistakes.

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Surviving and Smiling

So many pressures now-a-days. Good to know you are reflecting on what you want and need. Smiling can be a simple reminder/exercise to show you can receive/attract positive feelings.  It has been a big help to me. I feel more confident and my day lightens up, since most people nod and smile back.  Hope you find many more occasions to smile, especially at and with your children. I do feel it is an effective habit that will help one get through a difficult day. Smile

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