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Birth Date: Sat, Jan 11 1969

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Helena MT, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools: U of M~ Missoula Montana

Jobs: Unemployed and part time

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Mon, Sep 28 11:20 AM

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I realized after two years with a man that will never stop drinking, always being mean to me and doesn't reach out to anyone except to reach out for himself only, is not someone I want in my life anymore.

I got this strong feeling while he was out of town that he was with someone else(there are reasons leading up to this suspicion) and he didn't come back to town yesterday.  I said to myself, enough! I left a voice mail saying that I was done and not to contact me, called him an asshole and said good luck.

I put his number on silent on my phone and now I will get used to feeling good again!

Something clicked! Yet, Im very sad.  But remember that this is a process of letting go and all these feeling are ok, Im ok.  I want a good person to share my life.  And if I have all of his garbage around, I will not be able to make room from someone else.

 

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jnv123 jnv123: 2009-09-28 11:57:45

says: i hear you and can understand what your going through. you cant make a person stop drinking who doesnt want to stop drinking an d i speak from experience. you know looking back at my drinking and drug career,as i call it, i was sick i loved my alcohol and my drugs more than i loved those closest to me but that was only half true i didnt know how to escape the grip of abuse that i had inflected upon myself. i treated everyone around me like sh*t and was all around a big asshole. when it got to the point that i had pushed everyone away or people walking out on me i knew something was horribly wrong with me. you know you have to do what you have to do. and maybe this move that youve made may be a blessing for him and you. good luck to you and him.

phrease phrease: 2009-09-29 15:22:05

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You're not alone You're not alone