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Join Now Day 6: I'm the star of my own reality show... by Divalish
 
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Birth Date: Mon, Apr 29 1974

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Brossard QC, Canada (map)

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Open a creative arts centre for under-privileged kids with access to quality lessons
Retire financially independent at age 45
Reach my goal size (8 - 10)
Have a great relationship with a special person who gets me and accepts my quirks, loves/appreciates my finer points without taking advantage of either
Write an amazing collection of songs
Visit every continent (except the Arctic and Antarctica)
Win a Juno Award.
Walk a portion of the Great Wall of China
Create a number of successful businesses.
Make successful Real Estate Investments.
Create a non-profit international microlending charity/profiteer...
Obtain BComm in MIS.
Attain a consistent level of "Happy".
Become touring backup singer.
Own a house.
Bring my mother to see where Jesus walked.
Repay my mother.

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Day 6: I'm the star of my own reality show...

 

 

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  Divalish

Tue, Sep 30 12:00 AM

Day 6: I'm the star of my own reality show...

 

...Fear Factor...

 

What am I afraid of? Is it fear of success? Of failure? Of responsibility? 

 

Yeah, probably 60%. But the rest is fear of doing everything I was supposed to and still feeling lost. Does that count as fear of failure?? Maybe it does, but my sense is that it's closer to the "Fear of Inadequacy". 

 

Only you can judge your own life. Only you can determine your success and failure. You are the master of your own destiny. It's all in you. I know all that intellectually and I have the library of self-help books to show it!! But, at the same time, if you don't trust you, how can you be sure you aren't fooling yourself either way? 

 

Regardless, I am tired of analysis to some degree. I want to do what I have to, and most of the time I still become paralysed by indecision. Not cool.

 

I just want to be able to look in the mirror and say "Today, you did your best, and you are definitely on a winning team". Corny as hell, but that's my pulse reading for the moment. 

 

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