Yes it is!!! Yersterday in my long walk through the forrest and fields with my mum, I decided that I would wake up later and go to work for 10 am (dont worry! Im allowed to, hehehe!) so I'll be leaving there at 18:30 and going straight to the cinema with her!!! being Friday, this was the perfect option for me, as it meant that I could sleep longer (yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!) and enjoy my morning a bit more...you know...getting ready, puting some happy music on, dancing to it while I get dressed...LOL! You should see me sometimes, I am like a mad woman...but I have fun!
It was hillarious yersterday, because we passed a field with cows and I stopped and started calling them over saying " Hello beautifuls!!!, How's the grass today??? Come and say hello!" (I tell you, I'm a bit mad!
) I wasnt really expecting one of them to turn around , look at us, and come over all the way to the fence....hehehehhee!!! So cute!!!
I have to say guys, that I am very happy about all this changes in my life...feeling that I have the right to be who I am, to be the best I can be...I've come a long way from my complete lack of self-esteem and bulimia...Dont you find it amazing to be able to say: I love myself! And to feel it!. With all the humbleness in the world of course, because I dont feel I am better than anyone else! But still , I am so grateful to be experiencing this new me!!!And I still have the rest of my life to live!!!
There are always some people that feel threatened by your changes...that is something I have realised since I joined here, people who are used to you not respecting yourself, or being self deprecating, and therefore feeling lost about their role with you, because now they are not able to act as the protectors anymore...but hey! I am feeling better, I do stuff better, I make better decisions for myself and I let others live their life as they please offering a hand and shoulder when I'm needed...
I think that when we change positively, we kind of make others want to do the same, it kind of forces them to...because the mirror image is so different...like a domino effect!
Ok, im rambling now, heheheh! I'm gonna get ready and enjoy my day!
have a fantastic day full of opportunities and great experiences!!!
Big Hugs!!!
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tomorrow will be different too ....
Estrella - thanks for that! So much of what you say rings true and hits right home. Initially its really hard to turn your thoughts around, and sometimes it doesn't always work, but it replaces darker days with excitement and moments when we can say "today's different" - today is better - today is good.
You warmed a cold winter morning here in africa and I'm now going to work off some energetic excitement with some filing! I know that sounds terribly "exciting" but at least my Monday will start off with a clean desk!!!
Have a fantastic weekend.
Kind Regards,
Storme
tomorrow will be different too ....
Estrella - thanks for that! So much of what you say rings true and hits right home. Initially its really hard to turn your thoughts around, and sometimes it doesn't always work, but it replaces darker days with excitement and moments when we can say "today's different" - today is better - today is good.
You warmed a cold winter morning here in africa and I'm now going to work off some energetic excitement with some filing! I know that sounds terribly "exciting" but at least my Monday will start off with a clean desk!!!
Have a fantastic weekend.
Kind Regards,
Storme
tomorrow will be different too ....
Estrella - thanks for that! So much of what you say rings true and hits right home. Initially its really hard to turn your thoughts around, and sometimes it doesn't always work, but it replaces darker days with excitement and moments when we can say "today's different" - today is better - today is good.
You warmed a cold winter morning here in africa and I'm now going to work off some energetic excitement with some filing! I know that sounds terribly "exciting" but at least my Monday will start off with a clean desk!!!
Have a fantastic weekend.
Kind Regards,
Storme
tomorrow will be different too ....
Estrella - thanks for that! So much of what you say rings true and hits right home. Initially its really hard to turn your thoughts around, and sometimes it doesn't always work, but it replaces darker days with excitement and moments when we can say "today's different" - today is better - today is good.
You warmed a cold winter morning here in africa and I'm now going to work off some energetic excitement with some filing! I know that sounds terribly "exciting" but at least my Monday will start off with a clean desk!!!
Have a fantastic weekend.
Kind Regards,
Storme
Yo!!!
Keep Going Estrealla
We are always wth you.
Hope you always be mad and sometime we meet in Mental hospital. LOL. Its nice to be mad atleast for sometime. I also do the same when i be with my nephew.
Great to do the things that we cant do infront of the adult or elders.
Keep Smiling my best buddy
Manish
Happiness is Contagious!
I smiled aot reading that , Thank You!
HOLA, SENORITA ...
Clap, splash, brush, smile. Have a great day, Estrellita (Bonita)!
Ciao,
Autumn Mist