Eyelash: 2008-07-19 08:40:38

says:

Hello everyone,

Are we having fun yet? I am learning to listen to my inner voice more.

My problem is that I don't want to miss any oppourtunity because I am scared. 

So I push my self into doing things that wind up not being good for me or my pocketbook.

My inner voice is telling me to be scared for a reason and I am going to make better descions. Thanks coach!  

Eyelash: 2008-07-19 08:41:49

says:

 

 

I hear you

Eyelash: 2008-07-23 05:37:56

says:

Today I have realized how to get back to my Tools to life page.

I was emailing and asking questions instead of calming down and looking through the website myself.

I went from calm to frazaled in warp speed and I do know why I do that.

I could have found the answer earlier if I had just calmed down and looked through the site.

What makes me get frazaled so easily?

I am going to have to start talking to myself and talking my self out of this anxiety.

Any suggestions?

Karen54: 2008-07-25 09:15:45

says:

You're not alone

May the light of the World dwell richly in your life and quench every fear giving you faithfilled courage and peace.  We sing a song at church that says Jesus is every breath we take.  Given that I take a big breath and remind my self of him, and give him all my anxieties and fears.   And he gives me back that peace of faith that God will provide my every need. Last night I read Jesus' parable about God proiding for the animals, and how much more he will provide for us.  It made me think how our culture appears to demand things that are not necessary... and How I fall into the trap of trying to fit into it.  Or how to be perfect... or... well I hope I am communicating that your sharing reminded me to trust in God and Fear not in my trials also. Thanks.

Eyelash: 2008-08-04 15:09:54

says:

Hello Friends, I almost let my self quit.  The cost of taking chemo for the third time was getting me down

I thought about going off line to put my money some where else.

But No! I am worth Tools and this might just hlep me to get over the cancer once and for all. So I asked a friend to help me. If you knew me better you would know that asking for help is almost as bad as the cancer.

Dr. Steele: says that I need to make new pathways, so I covered one up and made a new one.

Have a great day everyone

Karen54: 2008-08-06 10:41:15

says:

Eyelash, thanks for not quitting.  I am going to the throne room to pray for your needs dear lady.  I understand how hard it is to ask, but please keep knocking and seeking for that healing. It will be worth it.  And I am knocking for you, too. 
What a humble reminder that we do get to the end of ourselves. 

A local youth pastor had  a  very bad motorcycle wreck yesterday and is still in critical condition.  I hear the youth are falling apart with grief for him. 

I think this is how it should be over the critical illnesses of all our brothers and sisters.  May we all keep walking in Faith.  Be well.

Your fellow cancer survivor friend, Karen

Sending you a hug

Eyelash: 2008-08-09 09:18:02

says:  

Hello Friends, I almost let my self quit.  The cost of taking chemo for the third time was getting me down

I thought about going off line to put my money some where else.

But No! I am worth Tools and this might just hlep me to get over the cancer once and for all. So I asked a friend to help me. If you knew me better you would know that asking for help is almost as bad as the cancer.

Dr. Steele: says that I need to make new pathways, so I covered one up and made a new one.

Have a great day everyone