Right now I am trying to change the way I live. I know that's generic but that's the long and short of it. I just want to enjoy life more and get more involved. I want to shake off some of my past and start over and learn to be better at living. So I'm typing into my computer...

I was never cool, but I was not that upset about it. I had friends wherever I was. I know I am a people person. I like people...sometimes people like me back,and that makes me glad. Growing up we were not allowed to do alot of stuff other kids did like boy scouts, certain sports, and movies and stuff. but thats the way it was. we got to do that stuff later. but I always felt like I was catching up to all my friends because of it. anyway life was typical for the son of a concrete laborer (my dad) and a cafeteria lady(mom). so in highschool I learned how to skate board and wash dishes and play hockey and watch horror movies and like punk rock and camp out and stay up late and partyand smoke and get stoned and drink and get in trouble. so that was fun until you don't graduate with your friends. then I realized I really WAS behind the ball, but I still continued to party, because I made new friends who stayed in the area and partied. so then I got tired of that after 2 years. and I got married to the girl I always liked from back in high school. she worked at the restruraunt where I learned How to wash dishes. we bought a house and got a dog and have been hear for three years.

I know nothing about my future other than its going to be better than my past. I want to not be a concrete laborer anymore. I want to go to college but I don't know what for so now I have to figure it out.