I have been asked by several people why I am stuck on the same tools day all this time.
I have answered each person the same way... the best way I could. No one has heard me.
It does not matter what day I am on, I have found more support from the people who are on day one. And I have provided support and interest in everyone no matter the day they are on.
To do so stands in judgement of someone, rather in judgment of yourself for what YOU need to get out of what ever place you find yourself in. I found this place due to needing somewhere I could place my energies into an organized fashion. The progress has been literal as well as metaphorical.
For when you choose to become successful, you are successful. I have known this my entire life. It is written into my profile as such. The reason it has taken until now, is due to not having the information I needed to get this problem fixed.
This problem was not motivation, it was years of sleep deprivation, denial, continually changing my attitude, emotions etc in order to get one last moment of function. The curse that I was sent here with, is the gift that has saved me.
I do not need to be anything but who I am, and who I am did not need fixed, changed or improved. Only acknowledged.
So as far as I am concerned this is day 1, day 5, day 90, all wrapped into the same moment. For if I did not have the right intent coming into this site, clicking through each day will not bring me any closer to that intent, it will only pass the time.
So this is my challenge, I will give 20 bucks to the person who can post a comment to this blog post that shows that you understand what I mean by the following (anyone I have written my essay/emails to is not eligible)...
"Today is a great day... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zVCYdrw-1o"
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Perfect Day
I agree and have seen other people on day 20, or even myself on day 21 forever it seems like!
Genuine intent to help others and express yourself!!
:)
Yup that too.