I didn't even notice when it happened, but something inside me has changed.
I have been reading my affirmations aloud, with feeling and passion, at least half the time seated in front of my mirror.
I didn't start out that way. It was kind of hit 'n miss, I wasn't even saying all of them.
After I put them all on one page (refer back to my blog of June 5th to copy it) it was so much easier to say them. I began saying all of them everyday several times during the day.
Today I went into our library, which has just been completely renovated, something I haven't done in several years because I owe a $42.00 fine. I went to the desk and we were able to work out a plan, I can get 2 items and I have to pay $2.00 each time I return back for 2 new things. I was proud of myself for taking the initiative and having the courage to work out this plan.
I have missed having the resources of the library and I am so glad I can hold my head up and go back to the library and add this back to my life.
I went to the CD section, and somehow, during the storage and moving around of the cd's, they have become unorganized and they don't have a catalog system.
My inner voice told me that I could help solve this problem. I listened and so I went to the desk and I volunteered to take on the job of organizing and cataloging the cd's.
They were very happy for me to help. I am excited about taking on this project.
Before TOOLS, I would have probably complained about the mess they were in and never had the courage to become part of the solution.
I feel confident that I can handle this and I am looking forward to making a difference .
My brain must have really been listening to those affirmations because I realize I really do feel differently about myself.
I am going to shamelessly use this opportunity to ask that if any one would like to donate any cd's to our library, we would really appreciate it, not to even mention you could get rid of some clutter.
We don't have nearly as many cd's or as big a variety as I would like the library to have. Any kind will be greatly appreciated. Contact me and we'll work out the details.
Whatever day you are on in TOOLS, have faith and believe in the process because it does work. It has changed something inside of me.
There is still plenty more to be done, and now I can hardly wait to see what else I am going to do using my TOOLS.