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Birth Date: Sat, Oct 25 1986

Place of residence:
Longview tx, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools: kilgore college

Jobs: customer service

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Make God the head of my life and find complete and total peace within myself not allowing others or myself to change who I truly am.
Focus on my career and my education. Most importantly not taking no for an answer. Being persistant.
Thinking more positve on an everyday basis. Finding the positive to every negative situation.
Finding who I am in the world and changing it to find who I am in God.
To begin taking responsibility for my mistakes and learning from every experience.
To begin appreciating every little or big thing someone does for me and appreciating people even when they dont do anything for me. And to instill into my heart a love for the people.
To begin changing the things I have always done to get results that I have never gotten and to learn from them.
To begin encouraging others instead of needing so much encouragement.
To begin depending on God and him alone. And to be content by myself not needing anyone else to make me feel whole.
To stop smoking or doing anything that is out of the will of God.
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Hi everyone and thanks for taking time out to read my story. I dont have much to say about who I am and thats partially because I dont know who I am. I am 22 yrs old and I dont know where else to run. I have ran from who I am since I was able to walk. I am beginning college soon and my biggest dream these days are to be content with the person I have become so that I can begin to change into who God wants me to be. This is the first step I've made so far because something really serious happened just today and I cant take it anymore. I want to gain control of my thoughts, and I want to know who I am with nothing waging. I feel that its the only way that I can get along in this world. I feel as though I am going crazy and my family cannot help me, my church members cannot help me, and I cant even help myself. I feel so vulnerable and weak out here in the big old world with no protection or rest for my soul.

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I joined TOOLS because:
 I need some help and I am not sure how to find the answers that I am looking for. I dont exactly know what I am searching for but I have been searching for some time now and I am tired of never finding what I am looking for. I have lost control of my thoughts and I dont know who I am and I fear alot that even if I knew who I was it would fear me into hiding. I struggle with acceptance but not by others, by myself. I spend alot of my time wishing I was invisible, but Im not and I just need to know how to cope with that.
You are offered your dream job. What job is it?:
 To begin my own business in Publications Journalism on a big time christian series.
My favorite wild animal is:
 Monkeys
Why (describe as much as possible):
 I like monkeys because they are cute and because to me they are the one kind of animal that actually have hearts. They dont kill just to see the pain, they cant fly to get away from their fear. They have to either sit or swing and to me when they chose to swing its because they get tired of sitting in the same situation. I like monkeys so much because I feel that they express how I feel most of the time.
My favorite domestic animal is (if you choose dog be specific with breed etc):
 parrots
Why:
 I like parrots because their fun to be around.
A famous Chef will prepare anything you want. What do you order:
 sweet potatoe pie, spinach greens, steak, mashed potatoes, and corn.
Why:
 Oh thats just soul food.
Five people either dead or alive you would have at your fantasy dinner party::
 My grandma, my uncle, my mom, my grandpa,and my baby brother.
Why:
 my grandma died before I had a chance to get to know her, my uncle died before I had a chance to tell him that I love him and that I understand, my mom because shes a great woman to me, my grandpa because he can appreciate a good meal, my baby brother because he died so young and I would really have loved to get a chance to know him.
If a pilot would fly you anywhere you want, you would go to:
 Africa to visit with all of the little children who have lost their parents to aids or other diseases. Who have lost hope of anything better happening to them. Who need a miracle, who pray for something to believe in.
My perfect slice of pizza is:
 a big one and pepperoni.
You are at a bar. You order this drink:
 amaretto and pineapple
You are at a coffee shop. What coffee or tea do you order:
 iced vanilla coffee
If a genie could grant you three wishes they would be (separate by commas):
 first to be a successful, educated, wisdom filled christian, to have inner peace for the rest of my life, and to have good relationships with my family.
You are going on a long road trip and you can only bring three CD's. Which ones do you bring (separate by commas):
 smokie norful, donnie mcclurkin, and a mixed christian cd.
If I could do anything for my neighborhood today, it would be:
 take out their trash and help them clean up.
A sunset I remember:
 n/a
Any character I could be from a movie, TV show or book would be:
 any of them
Why:
 because living someone elses life seems so much better than living mine.