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J_Alsbury
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Birth Date: Sat, Nov 24 1984

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Manhattan Illinois, United States (map)

I am: Single & Dating

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Member Since: 07/14/08
Last Login: 12/06/11
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Wed, Apr 07 11:29 PM

Day 16

 So I am not lieing to myself anymore. I guess that means that I can't pretend anymore, but what it doesnt mean is that I cant have my dreams anymore.  I want big things for myself so I am trying my hardest to follow each step of the checklist, because lets face it I am the pilot, and I can&»

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Mon, Apr 05 09:53 PM

The past...It is what it is...

 Today on Day 14 Coach Steele said that what has happened in the past does not matter.  We are only looking forward to our future. That made me think... I am doing this because of my past.  I started this program because I hated who I was, and still am. I have had a Aha! moment that ma»

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Sun, Apr 04 08:40 PM

Straying

 So on Day 13 all that crossed my mind was how I have been slacking and not giving 100% to Tools. I deserve this, and I am still making excuses for not doing it.   I just want to scream at myself and tell myself you are a loser, you havent followed through with anything for 7 years and you »

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Thu, Apr 01 09:24 PM

Day 10

 So today I hung out with my 5 month old cousin, and his mother.  Well when I first got to his house I thought it was a nice enough day to go for a walk.  It was beautiful! We went for about a mile walk and then I decided we should go get on the path behind his house and take an excursion.&»

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Tue, Mar 30 08:12 PM

Been a long time.

 So it took me forever to commit to doing Tools again, but 8 days ago I started and so far I have not missed a day.  The first week I felt great!  I was having enjoyable days, even when I had to deal with unpleasant things!!! On day 8 I varied from the wake up routine, and sure enough the d»

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Mon, Feb 22 11:51 PM

Wow...

 So today I just couldn't stay out of my head.  I was in the middle of my daily routine and all of a sudden I realized that I was running through a million things in my mind.  I just couldn't stop it all day.  Even at church while I was praying and I caught myself thinking»

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Sun, Feb 21 10:48 PM

Day 1...Again

 I have been away from Tools for a very long time. I have just started going back to church and praying, and I can not lie these past 9 days have been so much more meaningful than my past 5 years.   I am very grateful for the new found love of religion I have, but I know that it is onl»

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