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Birth Date: Thu, Mar 17 1983

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Thu, Jul 10 11:02 PM

A very sad day...

 

Well, my day started out really well. I signed up for my fall classes, and found out that I will be able to apply to the nursing program in the Spring (as long as I do well this fall).  I was really excited about all the changes I have been making in my life.  Well, of course that is when life throws a curve ball.  I got home and had two messages. One was from a friend/ex coworker who was letting me know that one of our friend/ex coworkers had been killed in a motorcycle accident earlier that day.  I am just torn apart by this. When I lost my mom, he was always a person I could talk to, and he would always try to make me laugh when I would burst into tears without notice. He leaves behind a 3 year old son (who was his whole life; he and his wife had a lot of trouble concieving, so he was a miracle) and a wife who could not be any nicer.  It is just a really tragic thing.

 

The second message was from a friend of mine saying that another one of our friends from high school has an inoperable brain tumor. He is 26 years old. Getting ready to get married in 2 weeks. Ugh. Needless to say after listening to my messages I went to a friends house, cried, drank a couple beers, ate some fast food. double UGH.

 

So now I just feel completely miserable.  I feel like a I have a huge weight on my back. I know that things happen for a reason, but it is so hard to see the big picture sometimes. And I forgot to click Finished! in my toolbox. boooo. haha   Anyhow, hopefully tomorrow will be better, need to get some sleep. much love

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Hang in there ...

Jayella,

 

Sorry about your loss and bad news.  I am thinking of those affected and send blessings across the miles.

 

Life always seems to throw curve balls when we least expect them, making one's good intentions falter and question the powers that be.  The tests we must take whether we've studied or not.

 

Tonight I'll have a beer for you, so CHEERS and hang in there, the mist parts and the sun eventually sneaks back through to dry our tears. 

 

Love,

Storme

 

Oh dear...

 

Seems like, just as things are beginning to shine for you, all around dark events are happening.  Hang in there.  Things will get better.

 

Sending you a hug Sending you a very large hug!

the other side of day

When we "go through" something like this day that you had....the best part is that we are doing just that...We "go through" it .

 

If we get to the other side of the day it's a new day and we can go on.

Sending you lots of love Sending you lots of love, thoughts and prayers.