Well, this weekend was mostly a disaster on all fronts. Since I had to go out of town for visitation and funeral services Saturday and Sunday, I was understandable depressed and didn't feel like doing anything. I don't think that I accomplished anything on my to-do list. I ate like a cow, and laid around the house the whole weekend (when I was here). To top everything off, I just realized that my cell phone has been shut off because I've been so distracted that I forgot to pay the bill. And because of late fees, I don't know if I can pay it right now. Ugh.
So, tomorrow is a new day. I absolutely have to get a job. Or least fill out some applications. At least then I won't be just a bump on a log (or a blob on the couch). Also, I need to clean my car out. Its been 2 weeks since I moved in with my dad and I still haven't brought in all of my clothes. Also on the list is going for a walk in the morning. Exercise always makes me feel better and keeps me focused.
The only bad thing about tomorrow is that my little brother will be here all day, and I never seem to get anything done when he is here. Oh well, maybe I can just send him to a friends house. haha.
Anyways, I really must keep myself focused on the positive changes I'm making in my life. Usually my mind just dwells on the negative and I end up in a depression-hole, and then find myself trying to claw my way out. (which is where I am right now actually, but I need for it to not get any worse.)
Well, thats all for now!
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