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Jewel_ra
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Birth Date: Mon, Jun 22 1981

Place of residence:
new london ohio, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

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Jobs: Massage Therapist


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Member Since: 03/24/08
Last Login: 04/10/10
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Get my own place- I want a old house (farmhouse) with some land. I want to have my own garden, I want to have my own chickens, beef, ect.
plan my trip to Brazil
learn Portuguese- for my Brazil trip.
Live for the here and now.
I want my house cleaning business to be successful. and be so busy that I have to hire in help.
I want to massage a professional sports team.
I want to go on our with one of the bands I massage.
I want to go to another country and teach english. I would prefer brazil first so i can visit my friends there.
work on my relationship with Ryan
do the splits

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Wed, Mar 31 06:14 AM

6-7 weeks

 they say that it takes what?  21 or 28 days to develope a habit?  Well....I usually get through the 21-28 days....its when weeks 6 or 7 come up that I begin to slack and loose motivation or whatever it is.the past 2 weeks have been a struggle to get on and stay intersted and really do»

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Tue, Mar 16 04:28 PM

my head is pounding

 why wouldnt it, after I put myself through stress and hurt the last couple of days.I really see how I need to visualize good...because when I visualize bad I let that nightmare happen to me.I dont know why I do it to myself- work myself up.  Yeah some things are not going the way I want it to a»

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Mon, Mar 15 11:30 AM

sad

 I know that I should be telling myself that I can do better and I deserve better, but I couldnt even have the chance to tell him bye.  he just started avoiding me...and I decided to play the game with him...he hasnt called or anything and Im sad.  Ihad since then tried to talk to him, and »

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Tue, Mar 09 02:53 PM

more time for change

 My ex says to me "nothing will change,"  he just doesnt know.Im already changing,but he refuses to see.  I realized that I need more time, before I can have anything to do with him.  2 weeks no communication really was hard for me, but it also gave me my own time to work on »

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Tue, Mar 09 05:30 AM

Negitivity

 I dont think that I have ever noticed how people are so negative till I had started to work on my own.In one of my first blogs I asked what to do if I have negative people in my life and I knew that I needed to get away from them.  one is my mom- who I live with so that is defficult.I bet »

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Wed, Mar 03 06:56 PM

Serenity

 God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. along with my checklist, I make sure I say this to myself a couple times a day.»

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Tue, Mar 02 06:14 PM

anxious

 I have had a relationship with this guy on and off for the past 7 years.I have not seen him since we came home from Florida a month ago today.  and I have only talked to him 2x since then as well.Last time we talked, I dont remember much, except for telling him that I too think we should t»

 
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Mon, Mar 01 09:52 PM

Proof- basically just venting

 Im still up...I usually go to bed early.  In fact I was in my bed snuggled in my blankets watching some tv a little after 10pm tonight.  I get emails from my phone and as much as I dont want to live with my phone by myside at all times, I constantly check it cause my boss is on me at all t»

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Sat, Feb 27 06:46 AM

what if

 Ok Im working really hard at using my tools.but what if I am surrounded by negative people and I seem to feed on them and become that way too?how can I overcome letting myself let others affect me?  how can I only worry about myself?»

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Thu, Feb 25 02:28 PM

No complaints

 today has been a struggle.I have been complaining about anything and everything.  and I have been trying to keep up with them in my log.  if Im not by the computer to log I go through it in my head and try to change it or accept it.  I knew I complained a lot...but man...when I compla»

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