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Member Since: 03/24/08
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Program Progress: Day 49
Member Since: 03/24/08
Last Login: 04/10/10
Viewed: 4190
Program in:
Program Progress: Day 49
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Music:
I enjoy almost all music. and I LOVE music Live. I work backstage so I have learned to appreciate any music live.
what I dont listen to in the car is Country, Rap, or polka!
Books:
I do not read much, but probably should. Takes me time to figure out a good book that keeps me interested.
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Jewel_ra's Life List:
| Get my own place- I want a old house (farmhouse) with some land. I want to have my own garden, I want to have my own chickens, beef, ect. |
| plan my trip to Brazil |
| learn Portuguese- for my Brazil trip. |
| Live for the here and now. |
| I want my house cleaning business to be successful. and be so busy that I have to hire in help. |
| I want to massage a professional sports team. |
| I want to go on our with one of the bands I massage. |
| I want to go to another country and teach english. I would prefer brazil first so i can visit my friends there. |
| work on my relationship with Ryan |
| do the splits |
comments
a few words of comfort...
Hi Jewel Ra, I'm so sorry it is a difficult moment for you. According to all you said though, he is not worth being with you. This makes the place free for your Mr Right. Forget about it and you are going to build a wonderful relationship. You can believe in yourself. You will attract your soulmate very soon.
I agree with part of that...
It doesnt sound like this person is worth it if he makes you feel hated. If you were both working on it then there wouldnt be avoidance. Sounds like this guy doesnt deserve you. You said so yourself. I think that the reason you feel as you do is because you looked at him as a friend also and when someone loses a friend, it hurts. It hurts to miss them and not be able to talk to them.
Take some time for yourself before looking for someone else. You dont want to get involved too fast with someone else.
I dont understand is the part about your brother?
my mothers son.
long story short about my brother- he is an addict. went to rehab, came home before completing treatment and went back to the same life. He says he is not using...but its hard for me to believe.
He has hurt me and not been in my life as a brother for years, because the drugs. and it hurts to see hes going back to the same life with the same friends.
it took him a day to start smoking cigs and a few days before he got drunk. his drug of choice is VERY powerful, and he wants me to believe that he is staying away from that, but smoking and alcohol he couldnt?
I cant live my life with my brother I love dearly and not be there. so I had dont him make a choice, to either go to rehab and finish treatment or he will not have me in his life.
I really dont know him at all....all I know him is as an addict. not as a brother, not as a friend. we have nothing in common, plus he hasnt been around in years.
he has hurt me so many times....
he told me he wasnt going to finish rehab and slammed the door.
and even though I knew he would choose the drugs...but it was hard and has been hard now that it actually has happened.
thanks for the HUG!