Hi, guest!
Join Now
Login
Password

forgotten your password?

Join Now my head is pounding by Jewel_ra
 
Jewel_ra
# # # #

Birth Date: Mon, Jun 22 1981

Place of residence:
new london ohio, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools:

Jobs: Massage Therapist


Certificates:
Tools Program Stats:
Member Since: 03/24/08
Last Login: 04/10/10
Viewed: 4191
Program in:
Program Progress: Day 49
Jewel_ra's Challenges:

Jewel_ra's Participating:
PFR Challenge
Personal Interests:
Music:
Books:
Favorite Places:
I Want To See:
 
Hobbies:
Activities:
Sports:
Movies:
TV:
 
Heroes:
 
I Want To Meet:
 
Tools Goal List:

Areas In My Life I Want To Work On

I Want To Quit Or Control

Skills I Am Interested In

I Suffer From

Jewel_ra's Life List:
Get my own place- I want a old house (farmhouse) with some land. I want to have my own garden, I want to have my own chickens, beef, ect.
plan my trip to Brazil
learn Portuguese- for my Brazil trip.
Live for the here and now.
I want my house cleaning business to be successful. and be so busy that I have to hire in help.
I want to massage a professional sports team.
I want to go on our with one of the bands I massage.
I want to go to another country and teach english. I would prefer brazil first so i can visit my friends there.
work on my relationship with Ryan
do the splits

Info

 
 
my head is pounding

 

 

3
cheers
cheer it
Jewel_ra

  Jewel_ra

Tue, Mar 16 04:28 PM

my head is pounding

 

why wouldnt it, after I put myself through stress and hurt the last couple of days.

I really see how I need to visualize good...because when I visualize bad I let that nightmare happen to me.

I dont know why I do it to myself- work myself up.  Yeah some things are not going the way I want it to and Im sad...but why do I have to complain about it and let it take over my life?  I hadnt done much the last couple of days.  just felt sorry for myself.  and now Im paying for it.

I feel like a slob and my head is pounding!

 

I am allowing my food to sit, and I will be stretching and getting on the treadmill!  I know Ill feel much better after that!

 

 

# Comment (3) # View (143) # Show support

# Tags:

 

This post is cheered by:



 

comments

self awareness...

it sounds like you are getting aware of yourself.  that cant be a bad thing.  at least you know what it is you are doing so you can do something about it. 

I hear you I hear you

TIME will make it better

You are going through pain with courage and you are being transformed into a better you. Keep going!

Ditto!

Sending you a hug Sending you a hug