After high school i got a job and lived at home for a couple years. By 2000 it was time to move on. Moved to Kelowna and went to School to become a Chef. I moved many times in Kelowna and did a lot of partying and meeting new people along the way. Somewhere along the way all the stresses of life caught up with me and I had a major panick attack. I was forced to move back home and receive treatment in the hospital. Once better I was encouraged to find work and continue my progress till i was feeling myself again.  I was missing Kelowna a lot and after about a year moved back with a high school friend. Things were going well at first but the excessive drinking and partying were becoming a problem again. Since I didn't want to see my life fall to pieces again i got out of Kelowna for good and decided to really try and turn my life around back in my home town. I got a Job in a hotel resort and hoped to work my way up into a management position in the kitchen. Things didn't get any better there as i just found a different group of people to party with. Eventually i decided to get out of the hospitality industry all together. 

 In 2007 I was hired at a Coal Mine 2hrs from my home. I commute there for 4 days and then have 4 off.  With the better wages i was receiving i decided to buy a house and car and settle down a little bit. Even having financial security I am struggling with being comfortable with myself. I need to find an identity and some happiness......

 I will pretty much leave this one open. I want a healthy happy life. I hope i can find some advice here to help me achieve my goals.