Right now my life isnt going the greatest. i have an ok job. only down side is i never get to see my family or friends ( dont have many of those) i get off subject sometimes another thing i need to work on. im not much of a people person ive kept to myself most of my life not something that i like just what happens. im 23 single afraid of getting into another relationship due to being cheated on in all but 1 of my past relationships. i will add more soon if i dont plz tell me as i tend to be lazy and not do the things ive said i was gunna do

my past has bine rough just like alot of other peoples i was abused when i was younger by my ex step father who physicaly hit me like i was a grown man. i have nightmares about it to this day. ive bine in a few hospitals for bi-polar but ive learned to control myself to a point without medication so far its working. ive lost alot of family members overr the last 5 years and my last grandparent on my real fathers side is in the early stages of alshimers ( cant spell)

dont know what my future holds for me. i would like to have my own trucking company (just one truck) be happy in a none cheating relationship. if i dont continue to drive i would like to attend fire school and Emt School not sure yet on a career for myself

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