Limitating believes being set free........

Monday night, I woke up around 2 am to empty my bladder after a 3 day bootcamp with around 3 hrs of sleep for the pass 3 nights.

As I try to get back my beauty sleep, I saw many white labels in my mind's eye. ' Labels'   I thought to myself, is God sending me a message thru this thoughts?

I then recall all those people I've been working with the logistic team. They are all successful people, business men, lawyers, company secretaries, graduates........ I used to be intimidated by these people and had always thought that they live in a class of their own and play by a different set of rules.

I've be told since young to keep a distance from high acheivers or risk getting hurt. Because of that believe, I've always feel I can never be good enough to be in the 'in' group.

A strong feeling overcame me that God is telling me that I had  put a label on myself. Because of that,everyone in my eyes wears a lable. The people I labeled 'better' then me makes me feel inadiquate, the people less fortunate then me I 'labeled' them pitiful needing my help, care and love.

That limitating believe stops me from reaching people from all walks of life fully.

If I take that label away from myself and forgive myself from thinking that way, everyone don't wear any label anymore. There may be life that i need to touch at that 'higher' level and the 'lower' level  will  have something that i can learn from.

What a breakthru, God make me realize that he had make me who I am without limitations.

I actually got hold of a few of the bootcamp log-mates and share my thoughts with them and asked  them to accept my apology on behalf of all the people whom I used to 'label', coz I want to have a close to this chapter of my life.

I praise and thank God for bring up this issue of my life that I can move on to greater things ahead.

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