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Kayla
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Birth Date: Sun, Nov 29 1959

Place of residence:
Stamford CT, United States (map)

I am: Married

Schools: Two Masters Degrees

Jobs: Administration


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Member Since: 05/21/07
Last Login: 12/24/12
Viewed: 109186
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Program Progress: Day 4
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Kayla's Life List:
Love my life
Be of service in my life
Be kind, gentle, compassionate, loving and generous to myself, my family and my friends
Live a healthy life
Live a moral and ethical life
Enjoy every day
Accept and work with life on its terms
Meet life's challenges with grace and humor
Let go of fears, worries, resentments, envy, negativity and excuses
Embrace confidence, joy, hope and faith
Surround myself with people I respect and love
Celebrate life with music and dance
Read daily for spiritual, intellectual and emotional benefits
Travel the world and the seven seas
Go on a major bike trip
Enjoy the cultural abundance of my city
Embrace nature
Enjoy the abundance of cooking, sharing and eating sumptuous, lovely, tasty, spicy food
Celebrate life with friends
Be positive
Be responsible
Be expansive
Wear comfortable, interesting clothing and jewelry
Be comfortable and comforting
Seek to understand rather than to be understood
Be quiet and peaceful within myself
Contribute to conversations without dominating
Be totally open to learning from others and from experience
Be willing to take fearless risks
Go hang gliding.
Write and be published
Have tremendous flexibility in my work
Be free from economic insecurity
Declutter home.
Make my home a beautiful haven.
Balance city and country life.
Travel to Canada, Greece, Israel, Finland, Russia, Ireland, Wales, China, Germany, Holland, Denmark again.
Travel to Thailand, Japan, New Zealand, Australia, Guinea, Mali, Mozambique, Turkey, Croatia, Macedonia, Prague, Italy, Ecuador, Costa Rica, Brazil,
Travel cross-country, along country roads.
Play the saxophone.
Learn a new language - Arabic? Bangla?
Take my son to India.
Eat delicious, healthy food.
Get into the best physical condition possible.
Own a country home with a barn where we can hold dances.
Own a country home where fruit trees and berry bushes grow.

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The fear is lifting

 

 

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  Kayla

Fri, May 25 12:00 AM

The fear is lifting

 

I feel good.  The shot of adrenaline I felt this morning when I opened my email to be invited to apply to what looked like a dream job has been wearing off.  I finished a good interview this morning.  I set up the interview for the dream job for Tuesday.  I have an interview set up for W.  It's the start of a holiday weekend and I deserve to have a great time having fun seeing friends and family.  I feel relaxed, happy, open and blessed.  

 

I want to recommit to staying with this program, so that I can keep a positive attitude and push away the self-sabotaging thoughts, which propel self-sabotaging behaviors that take me down.

 

Is there anyone out there who can help me figure out how to put music on my profile.  For today I would put:

 

I Feel Good

I Can See Clearly Now

Hold Your Head Up

It's Time to Start Living (from Pippin) 

 

I would also add, from my cultural heritage:

 

Kol haolam kulo gesher tsar m'od

Oseh shalom bimromav

Sim shalom tovah u'vracha

Yiru et adonai

Al shlosha d'varim ha'olam omed

Y'varechecha adonai v'yishmerecha

 

 

 

 

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I can see clearly now

Kayla, I can see you clearly!!  I'm really pulling for you for Tuesday!!!  From what I have seen so far, they will be lucky to get you!!  And don't you forget that!!!!  About the music, go to myMedia and choose music.  When you choose to add a song and it pulls up the browse button, click on that and find where your music files are, click on that, then pick your song and click on it and then click upload.  Just keep adding them up to 5 songs. You will be knee-deep in music before you know it.  I hope you're having a glorious day!!  Beverly