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Krickett

Birth Date: Wed, Dec 31 1969

Place of residence:
irving tx, United States (map)

I am: In Relationship

Schools: Kaplan university

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Music:

I love almost all music, my tastes are very eclectic, ranging from Mudvayne to Martina McBride... and everything in between... Its the lyrics and melody and how they go together that catches me.... and the talent involved.

Books:

I love reading, i have read almost everything written by Stephen King, Most of Dean Koontz. Men are from mars women are from venus, and currently i have been reading the Sword of truth series by Terry Goodkind. I also love the anne mcaffery dragon riders series.Lord of the rings hold a special place in my heart as well. I AM a big nerd! LOL

Favorite Places:

I love seeing new places.. i love any lace that is beautiful... some people dont recognise the beauty around them every day... a simple beach, a sunset over a lake in kansas, the breathtaking scene of the mountains of colorado to the exciting dallas skyline at dusk. I have never been anywhere exotic but i want to travel the world!

I Want To See:

Paris, London, new york, the pyramids in egypt, babylon (or whats left of it) the village built in the replica of the earths solar system centuries before we even knew the solar system existed, the mountain/hills shaped like various animals that yuou can only see from an airplane and so many other things

Hobbies:

I love drawing, reading, playing games, video or board games, I love horseback riding, playing with animals, building model cars, designing schemes for real cars, helping build racecars..playing pool... i can have a good time doing almost anything.. even just driving around singing along with the radio!

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Sports:

I love watching MMA fighting, nascar racing and hockey. I dont play any sports but i think it would be fun to.

Movies:

Action, horror, suspense, comedy... if its well made with good acting i will watch it.. i love the escape from reality and being plunged into another world for those two hours.

TV:

House.... love house... i dont watch much tv but when i used to it was house, sex and the city monster jam, monster garage, things like that.... anything on the discovery channel, discovery health or animal planet and history channel.

Heroes:

In a way i am my own hero.... i have brought myself out of so many situations and been thru so much and i have always found the strength to keep myself alive... my strength has been waning tho... which is why i am here.

I Want To Meet:

Jason Ellis, My three baby brothers that were given up for adoption when i was younger, angelina jolie.... anyone who might be interesting to hang out with

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October, 2008

Cancer kills

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Wed, Oct 08 11:59 AM

Cancer kills

Well, here is my first blog entry...

presently i am sitting here contemplating the conversation I just had with the doctor in charge of my mothers case. He made it clear that there is a 90-95% chance that it is in fact cancer. At the moment everything else is just... a shadow in the back of my mind.. its a strange feeling to know that your mother is most likely going to die very soon. I dont say that to be pessimistic... i say that because she is very frail... shes very young ... only 48 but she has not taken care of herself at all throughout her life. Drugs, alcohol, smoking and just over all partying have taken a signifigant chunk from her life and health. She hasn't always been a perfect mother but she didn't know how to be... she was very young when i came along... she did what she could even tho she didnt know how. She never once turned her back on me tho.. and i refuse to turn my back on her now.. but aside from moral support i have nothing to offer... I hate that there is nothing i can do to make the rest of her life easier or more comfortable. Luckily i see a psychiatrist tomorrow... wasn't planning on it being for that... but i think that will end up taking precedence over the evaluation.

What do you do when your hands are tied?

Sit and wait. The biopsy is tomorrow at noon.... altho its been postponed three times now due to other health issues (that the dr. beleives is related to the cancer.) hopefully it will finally be done tomorrow as they say. The waiting is miserable. Whats sad is i cant even afford to send her flowers.. If anyone else can it would make her day.....

She is at AUMS in little rock arkansas... room 326....Reba Blades......

Now I go play the waiting game.

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