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Krickett

Birth Date: Wed, Dec 31 1969

Place of residence:
irving tx, United States (map)

I am: In Relationship

Schools: Kaplan university

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Member Since: 10/02/08
Last Login: 10/09/08
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Music:

I love almost all music, my tastes are very eclectic, ranging from Mudvayne to Martina McBride... and everything in between... Its the lyrics and melody and how they go together that catches me.... and the talent involved.

Books:

I love reading, i have read almost everything written by Stephen King, Most of Dean Koontz. Men are from mars women are from venus, and currently i have been reading the Sword of truth series by Terry Goodkind. I also love the anne mcaffery dragon riders series.Lord of the rings hold a special place in my heart as well. I AM a big nerd! LOL

Favorite Places:

I love seeing new places.. i love any lace that is beautiful... some people dont recognise the beauty around them every day... a simple beach, a sunset over a lake in kansas, the breathtaking scene of the mountains of colorado to the exciting dallas skyline at dusk. I have never been anywhere exotic but i want to travel the world!

I Want To See:

Paris, London, new york, the pyramids in egypt, babylon (or whats left of it) the village built in the replica of the earths solar system centuries before we even knew the solar system existed, the mountain/hills shaped like various animals that yuou can only see from an airplane and so many other things

Hobbies:

I love drawing, reading, playing games, video or board games, I love horseback riding, playing with animals, building model cars, designing schemes for real cars, helping build racecars..playing pool... i can have a good time doing almost anything.. even just driving around singing along with the radio!

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Sports:

I love watching MMA fighting, nascar racing and hockey. I dont play any sports but i think it would be fun to.

Movies:

Action, horror, suspense, comedy... if its well made with good acting i will watch it.. i love the escape from reality and being plunged into another world for those two hours.

TV:

House.... love house... i dont watch much tv but when i used to it was house, sex and the city monster jam, monster garage, things like that.... anything on the discovery channel, discovery health or animal planet and history channel.

Heroes:

In a way i am my own hero.... i have brought myself out of so many situations and been thru so much and i have always found the strength to keep myself alive... my strength has been waning tho... which is why i am here.

I Want To Meet:

Jason Ellis, My three baby brothers that were given up for adoption when i was younger, angelina jolie.... anyone who might be interesting to hang out with

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My Story... wow where to start...... well i guess i will start with my present. Presently I am in irving texas trying to get my mind right. Having alot of relationship difficulties. The person i am with now is not the person i fell in love with. I do love him. I just want back the person he used to be back rather than the person he is now.. i want away from the person he is now but he has made it a point to assure me that i cannot leave him without leaving our daughter behind and everything else. I have had to leave several jobs because of him and he throws money up in my face. I lost a car because of him, he bought me a new car but i cannot take it with me if i leave. He used to be very sweet and loving, nowdays the only time he is sweet and loving is when he is drinking. Right now is a very hard time in my life. My mother most likely has cancer... she will have a biopsy this week but the doctors have said they pretty much beleive it is cancer the biopsy is just to confirm. My mother has made alot of mistakes in her life and i dont want to follow suit, but she has always been there for me when i needed her. she did the best she could and now she is in arkansas somewhere alone going through this.

My Past is a very long story.. and i will not write it all here.... but i will try to summarize..

my childhood:

My childhood was rough, i pretty much raised myself.. my mother was on drugs, and an alcoholic.. she tried so hard to be my best friend that she wasnt being a parent... i did anything i wanted with no reprocussions... CPS was a regular in our home....

I moved out when i was about 15 (i actually moved out alot sooner to live with a friend and her parents but went back after a year) I lived in various lpaces doing what i coud to survive (and no that does not include hooking or dancing) I did alot of drugs and drank alot.. all of that is over now.. i rarely drink and do no drugs (that arent given to my specifically by my doctor). I have tried to overcome the childhood part of my life and think i have done a decent job at it.

I Got pregnant when i was 19 (lost my virginity at 18) My boyfriend and I decided that we were too young and unstable to try to raise a child.. it would be fair to the baby. so i contacted an adoption agency immediately and together we picked out a wonderful family who could not have children of their own to adopt her out to. It was the best thing i have ever done and I do not regret it at all. In the middle of the night one night close to the end of the pregnancy my boyfriend at the time got up in the middle of the night and left. NO note.. no answering my phone calls just gone.. I went thru the labor which killed me (literally) but they pulled me thru and the love that family has for that baby is thanks enough for what i went thru...end of story.

later on.. when i was 21 i was married to an alcoholic. We got pregnant with twins. High risk pregnancy again.. he was abusive, he cheated just as the ones before him. The twins came 5 months early, One didnt make it the other has cerebral paulsy and lives with my ex's parents. I died again during the surgery for the twins, but after my recovery that ex also tried twice to murder me. Needless to say i am not with him anymore.

I met my father when i was 20 years old and he has been wonderful.. i am glad that i have goten the chance to have a relatonship with him but i wish i had that thru my childhood.

everyone has their demons.

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I joined TOOLS because:

I am at my wits end.... I dont know how to either fix my relationship or get out of it. I am over a barrel, and i want to be happy. not miserable and trapped.

You are offered your dream job. What job is it?:

Forensic scientist, veterinarian, fashion designer, race car driver all rolled into one.

My favorite wild animal is:

Leapord

Why (describe as much as possible):

I love leapord print things, but i also love felines... ive always been told i have a feline quality about me, i love the strength, the beauty and magestic grace of the big cat families.

My favorite domestic animal is (if you choose dog be specific with breed etc):

a cat... big shock

Why:

they are miniature versions of the big ones but with affection for people thrown in!

A famous Chef will prepare anything you want. What do you order:

Something new and exciting, and spicy! with tiramisu for desert!

Why:

I love trying new things

Five people either dead or alive you would have at your fantasy dinner party::

My uncle Jay, Jason Ellis, Angelina Jolie, my mother, Karen

Why:

I think it would make for a very fun and interesting time

If a pilot would fly you anywhere you want, you would go to:

egypt

My perfect slice of pizza is:

HUGE!

You are at a bar. You order this drink:

Big red. Drop shot like a jagerbomb.... shot glass has half amaretto half southern comfort drop glass has monster with a dash of grenadine... delicious!

You are at a coffee shop. What coffee or tea do you order:

Chai tea

If a genie could grant you three wishes they would be (separate by commas):

a truly loving and dedicated spouse, more money than i could ever spend, true happiness for me and my daughter

You are going on a long road trip and you can only bring three CD's. Which ones do you bring (separate by commas):

three that i mixed myself with completely random mp3's

If I could do anything for my neighborhood today, it would be:

erraticating the nearby ghetto threatening to overtake the quiet family neighborhood

A sunset I remember:

I have a picture... it was beautiful... over the lake we were staying at in kansas as the sun was going down it threw the most amazing rays of orange purple blue yellow an red out across the blue sky.. it wqas breathtaking.

Any character I could be from a movie, TV show or book would be:

ANgelina jolie as tomb raider...

Why:

shes smart. strong , independant and beautiful

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