Wow... I made it through 31 Days!

I have stayed with tools for 31 days! That's great. I do have some problems from time to time with little voices inside of me saying "This stuff isn't going to work... you are wasting your time" and "I just don't have time for all of this stuff!" "Missing ONE day won't hurt! Just take a day off!" So far I have just laughed at these voices and carried on. I'm not at all sure that I am doing everything that I should be in the right way but I am doing and changing things. That's about all anyone can do. I am excited about doing the visualization thing because every time I have done that in the past and really really worked on it I have achieved what I want.

The last time I wanted something and visualized it was when I found my little dog, Chewie. I lost my dear husband on March 30th of last year and my daughter and son and my son's Fiancé all thought I should have a little dog to keep me company. But I didn't much like the idea of getting a puppy as they are so much work so I resisted the idea. My daughter brought up the idea that I would be better off with a grown up dog for a companion and she just knew that I would like a Chihuahua the best as I have always loved little dogs. I still resisted the idea because I wasn't sure that I could find a grownup dog who would love me and be my best friend. But this idea was milling around in the back of my mind and more and more I thought that I really would like a little dog to keep me company. One day at work I just suddenly said out loud "YES! I do want a little dog of my own to keep me company! I have one NOW!" And I pictured a dog clearly in my mind.... small, brown and lovable. The picture that came into my mind was actually a real dog that was in my life partly at that time. Chewie actually belonged to my son and his Fiancé  but the thought that they would actually give him to me had never entered my mind.

Not long after that I went to break and saw my son and his Fiancé sitting at a table in the break room. I went to sit with them and Heather (the Fiancé) said, "We have decided to give you Chewie. We were going to give you the little Pomeranian pup that we are buying but decided that Chewie would be better for you than a puppy." I didn't know what to say. My mouth dropped open and I just sat there for a moment in stunned silence. Heather said "Is that OK with you?"

"Yes Yes of course! I was just a bit surprised!" And just like that I had the dog that I had visualized. I know that it usually takes longer than that but this time it just happened right away. He was in my life just as I had visualized and he is asleep right beside me as I sit here writing this.

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