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Thu, Jun 21 12:00 AM

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 My sister left me a myspace comment about her life being tumultuos and I received a phonecall from my Mom saying she had to tell me something.  After I called her I called Dad right away.  As the story unfolded I could feel my body tingling.  I had to go.  I got on my bike and continued the call.  I rode all the way down hampton to where it dead ends and then back again.  I'm glad I've already had my cereal this morning.  Dad has quit his job.  I feel the coulds clear in my life.  As unfair as it may seem, knowledge of his steady income has been my stability.  I know I have a family who loves me and a father who will help me out when he can if he can.  Now he is on a three month stipend and I am praying that he receives a gift from God, another job that will match or exceed his last.  As he's telling me things, I see where I can interceed and say, You should have, you didn't and why... but I don't I want to hear his story and I want him to tell it to me.  I want him to know that I am here for him and that things will be alright, because I will fight for him.  I love him so much.  Because of what's just happened to me, I see what he has to do.  I gave him this website to follow.  I hope he does.  I know now , more than ever how much I have and how lucky I am to have it.  How quickly it can all be taken away from me.  

I'm distracted by something happening in my courtyard with a discrepancy in the bike I had ridden and address it.    Suddenly Vivian is on the phone in front of a friend on her end trying to act cool.  We quarrel.  She says I'm not her mother, and I know she cannot stay with me.  I know I depend on myself and I am worth myself and I owe myself myself.  I know I am the only being I can control.  We hang up.  Trish, who's bike it was gets up in my buisiness about it but I don't want to tell her.  She's nosy and a gossip and it doesn't concern her.  She invites me to skimboard but I know she just wants to get it out of me.  ITs none of her concern.  THere are a million things I wanted to tell Dad.  Call your family.  Eat right.  How to approach tools. and just hte ways I think of things that apply to the situation positively, I call him back or he calls me, I can't remember.  I love him so much and wish the best for him.  I have to call Devlyn.  

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DrDebbie DrDebbie:

Just wanted you to know...

DrDebbie-1182209769617928 

 

  • Just wanted you to know that I am here to support you by witnessing your life the way it is and the way it isn't right now.
  • Just wanted you to know that your life is special...just the way it is right now.
  • Just wanted you to know that anything and everything will reach a completion just by allowing it, expecting it and believing that to be so.
  • Just wanted you to know there are many beautiful gifts of opportunities in these situations for yourself and all involved parties...especially your Dad.

 

 

 


Wishing you the insights to open your gifts at your perfect time.

 

 

 

 

goalblaster goalblaster:

hi

Hi mandazie, stay strong...everything is an oppurtunity like devlyn says. Your dad has to find his and you all have to support him while he does. Gather your strength and shine.

 

Best,

Ash