I started looking at porn at really young age,  i rember finding porn magazines about when i was in kindergarten,

 and even i rember when i was in kinder garten i talked whit some kid about that whitout knowing what i was talking about.

Than i was founding videocasetes and in first grade and whatching with my "friend", than small number of people had intenet, and so when i was growing up we got internet,

and i saw that my dad was looking at porn when i was siting in chair , I don't know was he stupid that i could see that. (and that excite me.)

And from than on when they were not around I was going to internet watching porn

I was just thinking about that.

So to not talk to much i started extensivly to look at porn and with that also mastr... and than I realized about when i was 16,17 that i should look too much at that but I didnt take that serious.

When I had for first time gf about 17yr I was thinik I have to stop it and from than on i was trying but nothing and i decided to tell her, I told her and she was angry at first but she realized and somehow gave me support, I am 19 now and still struguling with that.

Sorry for my bad english, and just to say that is not for my STUPID father i would never spend so much my time at PC and filing my had with garbage.

And whats worst more I have bed relationship with my familiy they are not supportive they like to make fun of me in front of others, and I dont think even in back of my mind to tell them because they dont think to deaply to understand and maybe they would start make fun of me and probably tell someone else in "joke"