WOW

 Now its been 6 weeks.......... WOW.... I did it......... I was thinking that I couldn't but just would take a minute to let that driving feeling (Oh you need it now.... smoke now feeling) to pass..... I still have them but less often.... I am going to do it.... PLUS I did gain 5 pounds.  the doctor told me part could be from my body getting over effects of  my surgery and my addiction to smoking.  But not to get to upset for a couple months, when I should even out.  I answered Oh I was happy that was my goal 5 but no more than 10 pound gain.   PLUS I started eating healthier so it isn't to much fat... cause my pants still are loose....   Oh the one day I was blocked in the driveway and couldn't take off with my anger getting me so I took a walk with my old dog.  It turned out to be a great time... plus I got to get fresh air, exercise and people would stop to pet my dog (who loves people!) so I mellowed right out....  Now if it would stop raining....  

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