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Fri, Apr 25 09:43 PM

In Shock

 

I found out last night that my closest friend has breast cancer.  She has been living with me for some time and we are like sisters, having met in high school.

 

I am still reeling from the news and trying to find my way as I deal with my own feelings and how I can support her.

 

My eternal self recognizes that we are all eternal beings, but my ego doesn't want to lose her and I can't help but find my mind going back to past loses and how painful they were. 

 

I am trying to stay in the present moment and savor my time with her and keep present to the  amazing opportunities for healing that she has available to her, but I find myself slipping periodically into fear.

 

Thank goodness I am working with Eckhart Tolle's book as it is helping me stay present.  I realize it is in this space that I can offer support and healing for us both.

 

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