I think I need to stay where I am.
Fri, Jun 08 12:00 AM
I've finished day 28. I know goal setting is coming up. BUt, I'm going to resist the urge to move forward just yet. It is hard!! I can't tell you how much I enjoy getting up in the morning and doing my lesson first thing.
I'm going to take a week....and really work on a few things... I feel the need to work on my checklist and my night routine. I'm not consistent enough with the checklist... I find it very hard to talk out loud to myself. I don't know why... but it is. My night routine is non existent. So that makes my morning routine erratic. I pretty much fall asleep on the couch after a long day. I never think I will..... but it happens. I need to make my bedroom space a place that I want to go to... It is a cluttered mess.
What makes my night and morning routines even more important is that it looks like I'm on my way to getting a job. The temp service has be going to a 2nd interview on site this coming thursday. They say everyone who has went has been hired. It is a flexible position that I can set my own hours.
My mom, who wants me to get a job, is so negative about it though, it is too far away for the money...she says...with gas costs as is.... But to me it is a start..... I've been a SAHM for so long..I need to stay somewhere for 6 months to a year. I can still look around in my town... If I get this time in......it will be easier to get a better job later.. I'll find out more at the 2nd interview.. Who knows maybe I can carpool with someone from around here and save on gas money. I just know it is the right thing to do and not the end of all jobs...there will be more opportunities out there...I just have to put in the effort.