My story, eh?  Pass!

I grew up in (way) upstate NY where we had 2 acres, a riding lawnmower, a bonfire pit, farms everywhere and a nature center within biking distance. We had to walk to school uphill both ways. It was awesome. 

I graduated high school in the top 10% of my class and got a ROTC scholarship to RIT. Then...

I got into drugs which was super fun except I never got out of them until almost 10 years later. I dropped out of several schools and although I made a ton of friends and crazy memories, I don't talk to any of those friends and can't remember any of the memories. Also, I don't have that fancy document that you frame and hang on your office wall. So...

I cleaned up my act a few years ago. I quit drugs, then drinking, then smoking, then having sex. Only I didn't quit having sex on purpose, that was just a by-product of not going out anymore. Haha. Moving on...

Is uncertain!  I'm feeling a bit lost nowadays. There is no endgame in sobriety. There was an initial thrill and challenge to quitting all of these things I was dependent on for so many years. Now the novelty has worn off and although I feel amazing as a person and very happy with my decision, I have no idea what I'm doing. All I know is that I'm going to keep an open mind, an open heart and a smile on my face. And I'm hoping Tools will help guide me!