huff huff deep breath - not sure if I want to see
Wed, Mar 16 01:52 PM
I e-mailed my old boss (who is a bit of a buddy) and asked him whom I should talk to about moving up in the corporate world at work. It took a lot of guts to press that 'send' button and I'm a bit nervous about seeing his reply.
I'm not sure why. I mean, he continually sang my praises when he worked here - and I continue to do small piecemeal work for him now and then for which he pays me a lot. So I know he likes me.
But there's something about the asking for more help that drives me a bit nuts. Will the girl I just asked to dance accept my offer? Will she laugh at me while I dance? Will I regret this?
hmm...perhaps this is a terrible analogy - since I've never been very good at asking women to dance, going on 'dates' or other such inorganic ways of starting a relationship.
Dunno. Just know that I want a job making 60G and sitting on my hands and whining about it doesn't seem to have worked.