I am attempting to make the day my be-atch! The kind of day your dreamed about as a kid. When the stars would align and all the toys you wanted were available for a mere, "yes please" and you get what ever you want like The Universe is a waiter in a fine dining restaurant.
But...it hasn't exactly been like that, although I have been able to pinpoint questions, problems and issues figure out what the hell is wrong and propose solutions -- which is a good thing.
Not exactly the "work on the screenplay, find and go to an audition, and have fun with the kids" day that my vision is, but...hey...good is all right, right? Better than bad?
It's the Divine Discontent that lingers, though. While I realize that I am well respected here - I'd really like to make more money to support my family, my interests and in a sense - my soul (time is money...more money can mean more time...more time can get you time, space, energy for meditation, prayers etc.)
So...really making more money CAN bring you closer to God. Whoa...that's set up some controversy....
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