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Birth Date: Wed, Jul 26 1967

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South Amboy NJ, United States (map)

I am: Married

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2011-12-22 10:56:04

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I am going to keep my story and everything public in hopes that I will not limit those that may have key advise or encouragement to help me on my way.

 

I've always had a problem with depression and a negative self-image. I have damaged my marriage with my lovely wife and caught myself contemplating ending it all. 

 

At this point I realized that I cannot ever have a truly nurturing relationship if I have no real love for myself.

 

To this end I am beginning here to change my outlook on life and my attitude toward myself. At the same time my wife and I are working to repair our relationship as I retrain my habits.

 

I am going to keep my story and everything public in hopes that I will not limit those that may have key advise or encouragement to help me on my way.

I joined TOOLS because:
 Self-loathing is no way to wake up in the morning.
You are offered your dream job. What job is it?:
 Live-in dog and cat caregiver for Bill Gates.
My favorite wild animal is:
 Red foxes
Why (describe as much as possible):
 They are really cute!
My favorite domestic animal is (if you choose dog be specific with breed etc):
 Any rescued animal: dog; cat; rabbit; bird; you name it!
Why:
 After volunteering in an animal shelter with my wife, you stop having favorites and start loving everything (and wind up with eight rescued animals underfoot).
A famous Chef will prepare anything you want. What do you order:
 Grilled cheese sandwich
Why:
 It's almost the perfect food, so a famous chef should be able to really knock my socks off with his/her take on the classic.
Five people either dead or alive you would have at your fantasy dinner party::
 My wife; my brother; Enzo Ferrari; Stephen Hawking; the Dalai Lama.
Why:
 My wife because she should be at every event; my brother because I really do miss him; Enzo Ferrari because he was a visionary; Stephen Hawking because he has a great mind; the Dalai Lama because he could help give me better perspective.
If a pilot would fly you anywhere you want, you would go to:
 Cinque Terre, Italy.
My perfect slice of pizza is:
 Margherita, with fresh basil and fresh mozzarella.
You are at a bar. You order this drink:
 Red Sangria
You are at a coffee shop. What coffee or tea do you order:
 Large latte, skim milk, extra shot of espresso
If a genie could grant you three wishes they would be (separate by commas):
 Better self-image, better empathy, six little numbers for a lottery ticket!
You are going on a long road trip and you can only bring three CD's. Which ones do you bring (separate by commas):
 Tool - Aenima, Cherry-Poppin' Daddies - Zoot Suit Riot, Pearl Jam - Ten
If I could do anything for my neighborhood today, it would be:
 Speedbumps!
A sunset I remember:
 Lincoln Park Beach in Seattle, circa 1989.
Any character I could be from a movie, TV show or book would be:
 Sheldon on the Big Bang Theory
Why:
 Ignorance is bliss!