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Birth Date: Sun, Aug 05 1973

Place of residence:
Salem Oregon, United States (map)

I am: In Relationship

Schools: McNary High

Jobs: I have been a server for about 9 years now. I've worked @ IHOP, Sharie's, and Applebee's. Have yet to break that that 3yr. mark. I am also a mother of 4 wonderful children,3 boys(7,9,&almost 14) 1 girl,13. I am also a loving mate for a very deserving man.


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Member Since: 07/19/08
Last Login: 09/18/09
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Sahndra_om's Life List:
To be the best mom I can, because they are the future.
Reach my ideal weight
Own a nice home of my own
Have a fruitful garden/greenhouse
Learn to cook more
Speak and read Spanish
Be able to have time for and pay for my kids to do extracurricular activities.
Travel the world to experience new cultures
Write an inspiring novel
Have a wonderful wedding
Find ways to be of service to others
To own a place that I can showcase/sell my art /jewelry along w/other wonderful artists in my community
Become a healing touch therapist
Always appreciate and enjoy the journey of life

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  Sahndra_om

Fri, Feb 06 12:28 AM

What happened!!!!!!

 

During the summer I got in shape(better shape, lost 27 lbs.!!)

and followed my inner-Self...Then Self sabotaged myself AGAIN!!! Gained back 16lbs....fell off wagon...got back on... Fell again...And now I look at my paths very vividly...Why am I so afraid of success?...why,when it is easy, I stop what is working for me?!!!  I let day 40 something stop me from continuing TOOLS...because I had no recording device to record my voice...I created a One-Two-Three punch for goodness sake...Meditate-TOOLS-Exercise...as long as I got those done each and every day I was progressing and felt so wonderful(as you can read on my past blogs!!!)

I am coming back in small ways...I truly want to apologize to my Tool friends for not keeping in touch and I hope to keep uplifting people where I can and definitely reaching out when I need help (which I find very hard to do...who wants to hear me whine,anyway). I just have to remember that it is OK to need a little advise sometime,and the only way to have that is to open-up a little...maybe a lot.

All is well...LOVE and LIGHT-SAHNDRA

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Best Of Luck!

Well Done for losing the 27lbs in the first place!  Woohoo! Ok you fell off a little and put the 16lbs back on - but you didn't put it all back on - and you've still made progress! 

 

And as for apologising to your TOOLS friends for not being here - I am just as guilty for hopping in and out!  Am trying to have another go at it now!  I've been on 2 days running and feeling good!  :)

 

Just keep blogging and celebrating your achievements!  And when you do go wrong, figure out where you went wrong, and try to avoid going wrong again!

 

 

I agree! Best of Luck!